Yes, yes... I still love Jerseylicious

I was watching part 1 of the season 3 reunion of Jerseylicious and i couldn't help but feel the same way about Tracy as i did the past 3 seasons and reunions.... That bitch needs to get it together! She's constantly complaining that Olivia and Mikey r trying to make her look like a horrible person, but she has yet to realize how she portrays herself. Idk if she's not watching the show, but if she is, she should see that the things that she has said and done r what really makes her look like she has a questionable character. I choose not to let go of the fact that in season 1 she said things like she's going to make Olivia's life hell if she has to work with her at the salon, that she will do anything to get ahead in her career, that she always gets what she wants and doesn't care about other ppl and so on. She's also made it very clear that she is unable to just shut the fuck up about the fact that she doesn't like Olivia in front of clients. When working together, it's always her that causes the tention that ensures the client will know that she is not a fan of Olivia and the work she does. Just because u say ur being professional and constantly point out the flaws of others, doesn't mean that ur going to come off ass a good person. Her issue with her high school boyfriend is ridiculous and simply another way to play victim to the nonexistant evils of Olivia. I can't stand the constant bitchiness and childish snaps and looks toward Olivia and then the tears on the reunion shows. Mikey blatently asked "what did ever do to u?!" and she can only say "he's just a negative person" and when Olivia points out that she maintained contact and wished Mikey a happy birthday via text, she responds "i have a heart"... Really? Then where's Olivia's happy birthday? Since u wish "everybody" a happy birthday and u can't stand Mikey, it shouldn't matter that u hate Olivia... Cuz u "have a heart". I don't consider Olivia a victim, but i will say this... I woulda kicked that fake ass bitch in the head too.....
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Obssessed!

I can't stop watching bridal shows! U know, shows like "say yes to the dress" and "my fair wedding with david tutera", the new one "momster of the bride" and the very cool "four weddings"... I would say that it's because i'm planning my own wedding right now, but no... It's because i'm obssessed with all things wedding. I think i always have been... I sound so sure right? Lol! But i do remember designing my wedding dress on 3 or 4 occassions starting in the 6th grade. And i've dreamed of a thousand different settings for my proposal and i'm pretty sure that i've pictured myself at hundreds of venues walking down the isle. What's funny is that i've always thought about these things but never analyzed the fact that i may be slightly crazy about weddings until all of these shows popped up. So one day i'll want to be a bridal consultant cuz i just know i could do a better job than everyone on these shows. Then i wann be a planner cuz... I just know i can do a better job than everyone on these shows (except david.. That fool is fuckin magical). In the end, all of these shows r giving me extra ideas of what i want my fantastic day to look like and to be real, i feel like i know exactly what i want while also feeling so lost in the options. I'm venue shopping now and omg! If they do not stop having so many beautiful places to get married, i will lose my mind! Hahahaha! I just want to find a nice place with the potential to be spectacular and have thee best wedding/ reception that anyone has ever experienced. i'd also like for ppl to be blown away about how ridiculously gorgeous i look and how amazingly beautiful a couple we r. Hahahahahahahhahaha! I sound so crazy right now.... But i don't care. I'm gonna get into some kind of bridal career one day, i can feel it. And if i run into 1 bridzilla i'm going to be the planner, consultant, makeup artist, etc who slapped the shit out of them on camera. Hahahahaha! That's all those bitches need btw, a backhand to the mouth.
Anyway (i got side-tracked) i'm so into weddings right now i'll go to a stranger's nuptuals just to scopeout what they think is dreamy.